The Beginning

Dare I tell the truth? I used to be HOTT.

And then I had a baby. I used to run all the time and work out; I WAS healthy.

I feel frustrated. I don't know WHY I've let myself slide. I weigh about 40 pounds more NOW than I did in the picture above. It is ridiculous! I SAY I want to change...but then I don't. I make poor decisions and CONTINUE to make poor decisions. For reals folks. So I stepped on the scale.

173.3 pounds. WHAT? Seriously? I've been reluctant to start this blog. WHY? Because I haven't wanted to make the decision. I'm used to just losing weight when I feel like it.... but since having my daughter things are different. VERY different. So. It. Begins. OK. I am going to set me some serious goals. Woohoo!

Goal Weight: 135 Pounds
Pounds Needed to Lose:  38.3 Pounds

Goal 1: 165 - 3 New Bottles of Nail Polish
Goal 2: 155 - Cowboy Boots
Goal 3: 145 - Full body massage
Goal 4: 135 - Hair/Mani Pedi

Maybe the goal of being hot and healthy SHOULD be enough to get my bum moving, but thus far...it hasn't been. And this is the way I look.

I feel sad when I see this. I'm not going to weigh myself until next Sunday! YOWZA! So, healthy living HERE I COME!